July 2009
2 posts
growing balls for the 09
so this is what taking risks feel like.
Jul 23rd
i feel so helpless. its making me so sad. i feel like my hands are tied strapped down i can do anything. ill be better tommorrow.
Jul 15th
June 2009
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May 2009
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May 23rd
kay. im back every time i eat i feel like dying. this is how it goes i contemplate what i am going to eat…meeting half way between what i wanna eat and what i should. tonight it was wanna: seafood should:nothing greasy no heavyness so i purchased garlic sauteed shrimp w a side of BREAD now i feel like shit im full and believe me i can eat more but stopping myself but i feel full then...
May 14th
April 2009
63 posts
im happy. things happen for a reason. people DO things for a reason. im not dumb by ANY means. soo lol i mean what more can i say im happyy but i feel bad for her when i get back because i know hes gonna be on me and im not gonna want him which will obviously mean he’ll want me more and then she’ll be neglected BUT not if i can help it. im gonna be too busy plus i know what kind of...
Apr 29th
Apr 27th
you dont know me.
i cant even type. my hands are so weak. better faster stronger better faster stronger better faster stronger better faster stronger better faster stronger betterr faster stronger better faster stronger betterr faster stronger life gets better im stronger than before and faster than youll ever be.
Apr 27th
Apr 24th
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w luv s
I’m going back to work. LITERALLY and Figurtively. No more wasted time cyber stalking someones life. No more fruitless dreams about someone. Just no more. I’m too Wonderful. Exquistite. and on a time schedule for my goals….shit im already late!!! haha xoxox ppl. going back to psych  *smile
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I’m sad. I think my fish LUCKY BABY is dying. I’m going to sleep. ttyl
Apr 20th
Apr 20th
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Be Wondrous. Imaginative. Out Of The Box Thinker. Life Has An INFINITE Number Of Possibilities. Who Says We Have To Be Tied Down To Just One? Preposterous I Say. Be Excited! I love You. Your Precious And Smarter Than You Realize. Put In The Work K-Rose. G. With Luv. .STEPH .
Apr 20th
Apr 20th
ive missed you ive missed you ive missed youuu
HAHA sike i love you buuut i kinda forgot about you these past couple of DAYSS.  yes yes. so anyway lets start I’m great!!  How are you?? Yeah I dunno, I’ve been chillin haven’t really had much work to do which is crrrz. I have finals this week sooo yeah this week is about to be a BITCHH but I’m ready for it you know? I’m excited I’m ready for this semester to  OVER all ready like DAYMN how...
Apr 20th
Apr 16th
“Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal.”
–  Albert Camus
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 A great test to see how secure and confident a person is can be conducted by complimenting a person who is more successful than your “test subject” in an area you feel they may act inferior. For example, if I wanted to see how confident a lady is about her looks, I could compliment a more attractive lady on how her hair brings out her positive features. If the lady is insecure, she would likely...
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Apr 14th
i do have beautiful eyes thou..big bright and searching. thanx jesus.
Apr 14th
Apr 14th
there is no treaty for the culture war.
Apr 14th
Apr 14th
almost ashamed how I’m mesmerised  such a shame  I lose my thought lookin in your eyes  I know why  because your kisses make my lips quiver  and that’s real  and when you touch me my whole body shivers  I can feel  now I can see how another life  another life  could have the power to take over mine  cause you’re my  Baby baby baby baby baby 
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“People always seem to forget that we’re really all just the same.”
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“A woman’s heart should be so hidden in God that a man has to seek him just to...”
– Max Lucado (via littlemiss)
Apr 13th
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Apr 13th
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“He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away.”
– Raymond Hull 
Apr 13th
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“If two past lovers can remain friends, its either they are still in love, or...”
Apr 13th
“Cowards die many times before their deaths.”
Apr 13th
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Apr 13th
ListenSky might fall but im not worried  at all.
Apr 13th
“my dreams betray me.”
– luvsteph
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